For the first time, I consciously witness this transition. My happy state disappears. I feel the wall come up; I feel myself far away. It’s as if I am a passenger in my own body watching, on automatic pilot, no longer driving. I am compelled to be this robotic self. I do not yet know how this happens. I just know I am no longer happy and do not feel in control of the switch to numbness.
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