I stood at the edge of the sea, squinting against sun dazzles, waves rolling in to fret at the blazing white sand. I was rooted there, sucked back into my nightmare and waiting for the shadow man to stride out of the waves and drag me into the depths—
A piercing shriek. A pigtailed little native girl ran past, laughing and chasing a beach ball.
I shook my head, slapped on some sunscreen, pulled fins and mask from my carryall. I’d taken the Scuba course after receiving John’s letter and the photo of the underwater petroglyph rock.
If only I’d taken him up on his invitations to visit the islands for some diving, hadn’t kept putting it off. Maybe everything would have changed, that would have been the key random event that forked into a whole different set of possibilities. Maybe he wouldn’t have died. I should have kept watching out for him. Should have stayed “tuned in.”
The same endless loop of guilt and anguish. Wading into the water, I bent to splash my face, and sunlight caught the silver curves of my dolphin pendant. It had been John’s, one of the few possessions Dad had collected on his solitary trip to the island to bring his son’s ashes home. He hadn’t tried to reach me on the Canadian dig. At the time I’d been angry, but now I realized it had been a solo rite.
Water drops jeweled the little charm. I wished I could believe in even the possibility of the dream John had once confided. He’d figured being reborn as a dolphin would be the closest he could come to a heaven.
I dunked quickly into the water, letting it wash over me. Standing, I braced myself against the tug of the waves, adjusted the snorkel, and propped the mask up on my forehead while I struggled with the fins, balancing storklike on one leg.
“You forgot to spit in it.”
One fin on and one off, I spun around and lost my balance, sprawling into the surf. I emerged sputtering, lunging to grab an escaping fin.
The man watching me was tall and muscular, with a close-cropped coppery beard and a broad grin. “I see you found your luggage.”
It was a small island. I found myself regarding the same set of bronzed legs I’d reluctantly admired at the airport. A brief swimsuit did nothing to conceal a narrow-hipped, broad-shouldered physique that would have had Shelli Carver salivating. I grasped my dislodged mask and irritably slicked my hair back.
“I can’t imagine you don’t have something better to do.” I turned my back on him and stuck the mask firmly on my face, grasping the fin.
“You won’t see a thing if you don’t spit in your mask first.”
I pulled it off. He was sitting on the edge of the sand now, sifting a handful through his fingers. A smile tugged at his lips.
“Look, I’m a certified diver and I think I can handle snorkeling.” I deposited a glob of saliva in the mask, rubbing it around and rinsing to keep the glass from fogging. His gaze still prickled my back as I finally got the fins on my feet.
“Have fun, then. I don’t have to tell you about the urchins and fire coral.”
I straightened and met his eyes. They were clear blue and direct, lively with suppressed laughter. I found myself breaking into a grin.
He rolled to his feet with a quick, athletic movement and walked into the water, hand out. “Truce? Name’s Vic.”
I returned his clasp. “Susan.” I looked down at the mask, admitting, “Despite my shiny new certification card, I did forget to spit in it.”
The sun sparked copper glints over his tawny head as he laughed. He pointed down the beach, past some teenagers lounging on a blanket, boom-box sputtering reggae. “See that lonely pile of Scuba gear?”
I followed his finger and nodded.
“Funny thing about tourists who sign up for a morning intro dive. They go out for drinks the night before, start in on the shark stories….”
“And the hangover makes a dandy excuse come morning?”
“You got it, no-shows. I’m not a regular instructor, just helping out a buddy who works at Tropic Adventures, so it’s been a while since I took a dive for fun.” He gave me a quizzical look. “What do you say?”
I hesitated, then lifted my palms. “What’s paradise for?”
His teeth gleamed against the beard. “Come help me set up.”
He led the way up the beach. A long, ragged scar ran down the left side of his back and around to his belly, standing out pale and angry against the smoothly muscled tan. Turning beside the tanks and buoyancy-control vests, he gave me a head-to-toe appraisal as I caught up. I was starting to regret my impulse.
“Hmm. Tall, but slim. Good to see a person keeping fit. A runner? I’d say a high muscle ratio, not much of a floater. About four pounds?”
He held up a webbed belt. “How much weight do you need?”
“Oh.” I cleared my throat. “I’ve only been diving in Puget Sound. Full wetsuit, hood, and gloves. Took fifteen pounds to sink.”
“Puget Sound!” He shivered. “Tried it myself, once was enough. You’re in for a treat.” He gestured at the turquoise bay shimmering with light. “I’ll throw the extra gear in the Jeep.” He bent to hoist a tank onto his shoulder, grasping another by its valve.
I picked up extra weightbelts and followed him up the beach, lead clanking. He deposited the tanks with practiced ease, and I leaned past him to drop the belts.
He was giving me another appraisal. “That swimsuit doesn’t cover much.”
I looked down at all the pale skin revealed by my one-piece. “I don’t believe it’s meant to.”
“You can get sunburned even underwater.” He handed me a rumpled T-shirt.
“Oh. Thanks.” I pulled on the shirt, trying to read upside-down some faded printing that ended with “No Problem.”
He was zipping up a short-sleeved wetsuit top. “Wish I had a shorty to fit you. You might think about picking one up if you’re planning on diving a lot. How long are you here for?” The question was casual, but his gaze stayed on mine.
His eyes were an unusually vivid blue, striking against the deep tan. I yanked my gaze away. If there was such a thing as “animal magnetism,” this beach-hunk had it in spades, and he had to know it. But it wasn’t just the sexy packaging, it was more the kind of energy he radiated. A zest for life. Like John.
I moved hastily toward the shore.
He followed. “Not just on vacation?”
“I’m here on a research grant.”
“Figured you weren’t a tourist. After a while you get so you can place them too easy.” He opened valves, checking air pressure. “Ever used this kind of buoyancy vest? Here’s the automatic inflator. You can always go manual if you want, here’s the dump valve.” He helped me on with vest and tank.
“Here’s your pressure and depth gauges. We’ll head back at a thousand pounds, come out at four hundred to be safe. You’ve done all the drills, mask clearing, buddy breathing? Any trouble with your ears?”
“Send me in, coach.”
“Indulge me. You know the ‘don’t touch’ sign? I’ll show you some fire coral if you’ve only seen pictures. No fun getting a hit.” He handed me fins and mask and marched me into the water.
“Aren’t you going to warn me about air embolisms, the bends, nitrogen narcosis, and Great White attacks?”
“They’ve only eaten two or three people this week.”
He sank below the surface. I followed.
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