Even so must the son of man be lifted up, that whosoever believes in him should not perish, but have eternal life.
—-Jesus (John 3: 14b-15)
The dreary road to Calvary
Was trod that day by figures three
Who crosses bore
Whose weight wore sore
Upon their backs
Then one did fall
And someone from the crowded scene
Was called to bear the cross
Of him, the Nazarene.
“Why don’t they get someone to carry our crosses too? Maybe if I faked a fall too—. I mean, who is he, someone special?”
“Oh, be quiet, Lucas!”
And on they trudged.
Around them formed a multitude so great;
And women mourned
And wept for him who’d been their help of late.
“Daughters of Jerusalem, weep not for me, but weep for yourselves and for your children; for if they do these things in a green tree, what shall they do in a dry?”
Timotheus marveled at the power of these words and at the magnificence of a man who, though facing death, was less concerned about himself than he was about those around him. What kind of man, indeed?
The pain from the spikes was excruciating. But as Timotheus gazed upon the stranger’s sores, his own pain seemed strangely to lessen or to grow less important.
Behind them sat the soldiers
Who gambled for his clothes;
Before them knelt his faithful followers few;
Around them surged a crowd of angry faces of his foes;
And from those mouths, sharp, bitter
And most scornful phrases flew.
“Father forgive them, for they know not what they do.”
But their railing did continue,
Lucas adding his voice too.
Timotheus was pensive, but unmoved until Lucas started on him too. Maybe Lucas was right. Surely this stranger was just like anyone else. All other belief must have come from a deluded imagination. Alas, there was no hope now of his finding true peace and happiness. He had lived a miserable life. He must die a miserable death, reconciled to the fact that there is no real peace or happiness to be found.
But just then he sighted a new but familiar figure there among those at the foot of the stranger’s cross. It was, of all people, Barabbas. Timotheus was deeply moved at the sight of the big brute upon his knees.
Suddenly Timotheus’ sins swarmed before him. Then, he thought once more of this Nazarene – of all he’d heard of him and all he’d heard him say. It seemed suddenly to fit. Could this man be the promised Messiah? Surely he must be.
From the throng came an upsurge of cutting quips, and one from Lucas: “If you be the Christ, save yourself and us!”
That was too much! It was time for Timotheus to stand. “Lucas,” he groaned reprimandingly, and as strongly as he could, “Don’t you fear God, seeing that you’re in the same condemnation? And we, indeed justly. But this man has done nothing wrong.”
Lucas at last was silent. But, as good as it felt to mouth those words, Timotheus was not yet satisfied. There was still something missing– something, which he was sure this stranger alone could supply. If he was a king, then he must have a kingdom. And if he was the Messiah, he could offer the forgiveness and the peace Timotheus so longed for. Fixing his eyes upon him, Timotheus pleaded, “Lord, remember me when you come into your kingdom.”
The Nazarene smiled at him. It was a warm, radiant smile that made him feel all at peace inside. “This day,” he said, “You shall be with me in paradise.”
Timotheus’ face relaxed. “In paradise! At last!” he thought, “I’ve found it at last!”
Click Follow to receive emails when this author adds content on Bublish