Daily Struggles (Some Days)
There are some daily struggles that I’m going through,
It is not something I express openly.
It’s not easy being a man in his 20s,
The world tells me to keep everything to myself.
I can’t talk to my brother all of the time.
Some days I need that companionship,
Just someone to talk to and spend time with.
Thankful that Mr. Marble is a call away,
Sometimes I go to my high school just to say hello.
Talking about what’s on my mind and my struggles,
Allows me to stay focused and also sane.
Friends can be helpful but in all honesty, I don’t have any,
If you want to count those guys outside of my building, then no.
No matter how tough and hard I act on the exterior,
I know I have needs and being sensitive doesn’t make me a punk.
I do need a person’s love and comfort, it’s truly my mother,
I have never had a bond with a woman on a loving level.
I go through the dating struggles all of the time,
Truthfully, I don’t always enjoy meeting new people and going on dates.
Getting to know a woman and trying to trust someone new,
Is an arduous process, I don’t like trying to figure out people’s mindsets.
It gets tiring and a lot of days I just want to give up,
Hearing the same old things from the same people over and over again.
Some days I just want to be honest with someone I am interested in,
But I’m afraid of the outcome, I don’t like rejection but I deal with it.
I truthfully don’t have a lot of confidence in myself,
After a while, meeting someone new becomes an afterthought.
I’m always fighting my mind and heart regularly,
I deal with the battles all the time, I deal with it internally.
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