The Quantum Life

Touched By the Flame of Light

In November of 1990, I had a very large non-sequential non-linear jump in my spirituality which had a profound effect on my beliefs and life purpose. I directly experienced the circle from which the Infinite radiates. It is this experience that fully opened my eyes to the limitations of orthodoxy and led me to begin exploring the interdimensional concepts of the life cycle since the experience left me longing for its essence.

In 1990, I was visiting a friend when I felt like I faded out of sight and out of consciousness. I was immersed into a vortex of Light of a very different frequency vibration, floating and traversing into a different dimension, and witnessing immense displays of fractal fireworks. I was suspended in this state. For how long I do not know as there was no sense of time and space in this Light experience. Where was my soul being carried off? I had no conscious part in this play. It was as if a huge tidal wave lifted my soul swiftly. I do not know if I was out of the body; but what I do know is that I was in a different space from which I typically live. In this Light I felt total stillness and joy. I felt whole and integrated and needed nothing. I was in awe at the sense of oneness and unity of it all. I experienced a heightened sense of perception as it transported me beyond the restrictions of my limited self- concept to a connection with something Greater than my third dimensional self. I was being shifted from the well-known to the ineffable. This noetic experience was the highest kind of state-of-grace I could possibly conceive and live. The sense of integration was beyond description.

This experience with the Light world occurred during the moment I was receiving Communion as I was in the office of a priest friend. Even though I had left the Catholic Church by many years, I still had a special affinity and awe with the Host. My priest friend favored me with this gift, as he was not one to be bound by orthodoxy. It was in the midst of receiving the Host that the Light experience unfolded. There were no words exchanged, only the numinous experience of the Light.

I do not know on what merit I received this gift because it arrived unannounced and certainly unrequested. I was overcome with the wonder of the Light. I was exploding with a high voltage current of energy! Filled with the Light of Consciousness, I knew the truth that “I am perfect!” In the flames of this Light, all conditioning was burned away and I felt a Divine intention wrapped up in this divine gift. I would never think of myself as separate again. The illusion of separateness was destroyed. I now knew there was no more differentiation between the inner and outer world. I was filled with awe and ecstasy through this spiritual radiance. This Light experience was a profound epiphany for me which illuminated my spiritual path. It shocked me out of my established system of beliefs because the realness of other dimensions was very convincing. It has made me more attentive to never be careless and “miss the mark’ as I never want to be separated from this Majestic Light for which I yearn to this very day. An astounding depth of insight seemed to have exploded within me. It quickened me and alerted me to higher spiritual values and a much closer relationship with Spirit. I was profoundly changed by this unexpected journey to the beyond as it broke my former patterns of thought. I became more spiritually oriented and asserted other perspectives. The radically altering effects of this mystical experience left me with a firm conviction of the immortality of our human soul and with very little interest in material possessions.