Diaries of a Borderline

Literature & Fiction

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Synopsis

Blue Evergarden’s Diaries of a Borderline offers an intimate and transformative poetic journey, following a single protagonist’s quest for self-love and healing. Artfully divided into four parts, each section vividly portrays a tumultuous emotional odyssey.

Part 1, Diaries of a Borderline, centers on unraveling the aftermath of trauma. Chronicling the protagonist’s struggle with dissociation, loneliness, and the elusive pursuit of reclaiming a shattered identity.

Delving deeper in Part 2, This is Why She Falls Apart, Evergarden explores the delicate tapestry of self-worth and self-love, tracing the complicated journey of survival and reliance amidst inner turmoil and despair.

Entering a transformative phase in Part 3, Leaving Her Graveyard, the protagonist awakens to the potential of becoming everything she once believed she wasn’t, finding the resilience to confront her inner demons and emerge stronger.

Part 4, The Gifts She Found, celebrates the protagonist’s triumphant emergence into self-acceptance and inner tranquility. This final section encapsulates the euphoria of releasing past burdens, discovering self-love, and embracing the promise of a brighter future.

Diaries of a Borderline is a poignant, soul-stirring journey through the complexities of mental health and the transformative power of healing. With vivid prose and raw emotion, Evergarden weaves a tapestry of hope and resilience, inspiring those who tread similar paths.

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Author Biography

Blue Evergarden is an evocative poet whose work explores the depths of mental health, resilience, and transformation. As the author of Diaries of a Borderline, Blue’s raw, unfiltered voice offers a poignant glimpse into the struggles of living with borderline personality disorder and the triumphant journey toward self-love. With a mastery of language that blends emotional intensity with vivid imagery, Blue invites readers to embrace the complexities of their inner worlds and find solace in their shared humanity.

Blue’s poetry is a beacon of hope for those navigating trauma, grief, and healing, inspiring readers to reclaim their narratives and rewrite their stories with compassion and courage. Residing in Southern California, Blue combines their literary craft with a background in de-escalation training, specializing in verbal and physical self-defense.

Through their writing and community engagement, Blue is dedicated to fostering understanding and empathy for those living with mental health challenges. Follow their journey and discover the transformative power of vulnerability, connection, and light.

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Author Insight

The Letter That Saved Me

Hannah wrote: “This is a viscerally vulnerable poetic journey that gives an honest look at the inner workings of someone experiencing and moving through BPD. As someone with my own mental health struggles, and as someone who has people in my life who cope with BPD, I found this work so beautiful, hard, raw, and poignant… I can’t recommend this collection enough.” Her words remind me why I wrote Diaries of a Borderline. Because sometimes survival isn’t loud—it’s quiet. It’s a whisper. It’s a letter written to the self you thought was gone. This poem, dear younger blue i, is one of those letters. It’s a reminder that even when silence feels endless, the body remembers how to rise. Healing doesn’t erase the past—it changes the way it lives in you. For me, it meant looking at the younger self I had buried under shame and finally saying, I love you. That is what this book became: a journey of loss, survival, and reclamation. Not a straight line, but an arc that ebbs and flows, the way Hannah described. For the haunted. For the healing. Always both. If these words feel like yours, Diaries of a Borderline is waiting for you— in every hour, every place, wherever healing is needed.

Book Excerpt

Diaries of a Borderline

dear older blue i

Dear Older Blue,

Did we ever catch up to the moon? I really tried, reaching up from the tips of my toes. Did the stars keep our wishes safe? I told them all my secrets, hoping they’d help us find a happier place. Are we still looking for a place to belong? Sometimes I just want to hide away, but do we ever stop feeling lost?

Did we ever start liking it here? I keep hoping it’ll feel like home.

Love,

Younger Blue

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